Thursday, August 18, 2011

Rachel Ray or Martha Stewart?

Sitting here watching Rachel Ray....she's so down to earth and her cooking is something anyone can do. I find Martha to be boring and kinda snooty. Martha's recipes, IMO, tend to be too difficult and complicated. HOWEVER....I am interested in hearing what others think.

How do i know if my new comp has a freeeaking virus?

I would run a virus scan to be safe, but it may just be a popup from either Myspace or Yahoo. I wouldn't worry about it too much, but just make sure you clean up your computer... delete temporary internet files, empty recycle bin, and run a virus/spyware scan and you'll be fine.

What do you think about the Steelers losing to the Browns?

Stick a fork in them they are done, and put the terrible towels in hibernation. Its over and I am loving it.. Just like their fans tear down, other teams including my own. Don't have to listen to their bragging anymore just their excuses.. I know my team suck as they say lmao but, I don't go around calling the pot black when I am the kettle..

Why do you put "an" in front of honest if it doesn't start with a vowel?

because it's the number one incorrectly taught grammar rule: it's not the initial *letter*, it's the initial _sound_ that determines a or an.

I'm seriously heart broken. I have mental issues, and i just want to die.?

I'm so sorry for the length. I guess i am as useless of a writer as i am a person. Please help. I just want to die. It's been a month and 5 days since my boyfriend of 9 months dumped me. Do the math. It was Valentine's Day. I feel like I lost myself with him. Later, I found out that he had with another girl while we were going out. He said he would never hurt me, and that he would respect me. He was emotionally abusive torwards, the end, he would pressure me into stuff i didn't want to do sometimes, even though he knew i have PTSD from being emotionally abused. He almost got me to have with him. He implied that it was the only way for me to earn his love, and have never known love as a child much, i fell for it. Now i check his myspace, which I know probably isn't healthy, and the girl he had oral with is his top friend. It may seem really stalker-ish, but i followed the link to his brother's myspace, and it made me even more depressed. I don't know why. I never had a thing for his brother, but just hearing his name depresses me. It's not like we were friends, beacause he hates me. I feel like by loosing my ex, i have lost myself. I feel as if i have no reason to live. If it weren't for the fact that i am affraid of burning in eternal hell, I would kill myself now. I want him to know how bad I am hurting, how miserable this pain feels, but everytime i try to express it to him, he gets mad at me, and we end up telling eachother off and then he hates me even more. I feel hopeless, lost. I feel ugly, and i hate myself. I feel talentless, and unloved. I want to cut, but I don't want to hurt my friend, Feild, if i get cought and sent to looney bin. I want him to know how much pain I am in. I want the pain to stop. I want to know what exactly is happening, so i can fix it. The wonderfull memories we had together, are painfull now. The bad memories, feel worse. For example, one time, he kissed me, and i tried to turn my head away, but he grabbed my face, so i couldn't let go. I hate that memory, but it won't go away. I keep on thinking about the good times, and "what if's". Please help me. I am in so much unbearable pain, there is only one solution to this problem. And i don't want to have to take it.

I would like to become a professional soccer player and play for my country's national team (South Korea) How?

I'm now 15 years old and I'm currently studying abroad in Singapore. I have a great pion for soccer and I started playing soccer only when I was 12 years old. I have all the basics as well as many advanced skills mastered. I'm playing for my school and I'm training with my seniors. I haven't had so much of proper training. I only sharpened my skills by playing street soccer. However, the problem or more like the dilemma is that my school is a renowned school (Nus high school of mathematics and science) and it seems quite a waste to give up education. My parents want me to continue studying but they are also willing to support me if being a soccer player is the true dream of mine. So, the thing that is bugging me is that what if I fail to become a soccer player? I don't know if soccer is my true pion yet. So it might be too early to make a decision but I worry that it might be too late by the time I realise my pion. So.... I need some advice ! Thx :D

I was just wondering do you think im in love?

i'm not sure if its possible to fall in love with someone in just 4 months. but like when ever hes not around i think about him and repeat his whole name in my head or out loud and i day dream about him. when ever he calls me i get super shy and nervous and when ever hes around i blush like crazy and i've been with him 4 months and gah . do you think im in love or am i just infatuated?